honey on lips =)

Hi dear readers,

You have no idea how hard it is to be a woman.

we are creatures ruled by emotion and feelings.

Feelings overpower the rational of the brain.

that is just how God created us.

everything that touches the heart or soul we feel it with double impact.

we react in ways men think its childish, silly, overdoing it.

forgiving, loving, getting angry or jealous is going to be intensified by the 100X compared to what a man feels.

A man can never fully understand the way a woman thinks and acts because he can never use his emotional side to see the world 100%. and no woman can blame him because he is created in the opposite way which is to think with his logical side n make decisions clearly separating the fact n feeling.

I use think we were of equal creatures but even in the bible it says we are not. that does not make women the weaker species but just different. That is why God created man n woman > to complete each other <3

Today i spoke to Mr.X  n i suddenly felt all my emotions empowering me! ( i forgot all my azam to delete him because i get so easily softhearted ) but i wont get too upset over it because i finally understand how the womanly heart works. I tell myself its not wrong to feel this way because its beyond my control. dont need to be so hard on myself, i still have a brain to differentiate bad n good. Take things slowly n time will mould me into a more composed person n one day i can talk to him without any uneasiness n probably laugh at it years ahead ;)


All my dear sister n jimuiz out there. i hope u understand how beautiful it is to be a woman and to never blame yourself for being made that way. There is nothing wrong in getting sad suddenly n happy suddenly. Its not total madness. Its just how we are!
one fine day  u will a man who is mature enough to not fight against u, able to accept the unique difference between u both and empower u to be a stronger, wiser, motivated n better woman that what u once were. and that would be a man worthy of your love ;)